I feel completely distracted in God’s journey for me, in my heart I can hear God telling me to focus. Why is it that every time I try to focus I become distracted? Is it Satan trying to fight the will of God in me by bringing distractions over and over again?
I am trying to figure out what my purpose is and I guess I need to have faith that God will show me the way. My daily mediation took me to this place in the Bible.
1 Corinthians 10:13 in my opinion says:
No temptation has overtaken you that is common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
Here is where my faith disorder comes in……I feel that I have been tempted beyond my ability and I am not being provided the way of escape. I can’t even hear God talk other than to tell me to focus. Focus on what? My heart says I need to focus on my relationship with God. And for whatever reason, my heart is telling me to blog about it.
This is a picture I took of a Krazy sunset on Halloween night. You can really see the darkness surrounding the light. I want to go where the light is.