Love ❤️ verses Hate

Why do people say such harsh words, I know my faults and I know I am not perfect but why must people rub into your face how you have ruined everything. It hurts so bad to hear the horrible comments that come from a person who claims they love you but obviously hates you. It is not fair for a person to intentionally through me into a panic just using their words. I could not breathe, I thought I was going to puke and then I looked into the sky and saw this beautiful rainbow: it could only be God telling me not to panic he loves me more than words can say!