It is hard to understand how much God loves you especially in times of darkness. How could God love me when I am being put through so many disappointments? If God loves me why would he not listen to my prayers? Why can’t I just have one success to show me the love that God has for me?
I just need to get that break in my life where my attitude becomes positive. My research into God’s word has demonstrated that God loves abundantly. So I am working on developing an understanding of this concept of love. As of right now, I am just going to give all my disappointments to God. I will wait for his grace (power) to make me content. I will have faith and trust in the Lord. And yes, I will try to understand that God is full of love.